You, yourself

It is the first time i'm crying because of you. It shows that i really tired of all this and i can't stand for it anymore. I really don't know what is actually happening between us but i feel unsatisfied with everything especially the way you treat me. Am i wrong treat you different from your friend? Fine i will treat both of you equally with heartless. I was rude to you but its really hard and yet hurts me. I don't know why i have to waste my tears for you in fact i know that it is worthless. You are the guy who came after him and you really wipe my tears. I like you nazreen but i know you didn't. I can accept it but please at least make me feel paradise whenever me with you and not make me feel hurt. If you didn't like me, you should not show it. I just can't understand with guys who like to give hope to girl. Herghh!!