Tears

I just don't know what is wrong with my mum. Today she keeps angry with me and i don't know what I've done. It is so sad when she treat me like this. In addiction, i feel like actually i don't have friends. I've felt this even worst since after trials where all my friends sat together with their partner in class and i sat with nobody. A week after SPM started, there was a rumor said that they all studied together. I was a bit shocked and wondering why they do not ask me to join them and why i don't even know about their plan. Recently, they are planning to go to library and having discussion group. From what I've read, they don't mention my name in at least a tweet. How sad. I keep myself shut and don't bothered until now. In fact, i feel so sad and I hope they will understand what i feel. Sometimes, i think that i was born to be alone for the whole life.